2011 was one of my most memorable year. Pano ba naman andaming nangyaring mga unforgettable moments at lalong lalo na mga big adjustments. This year I became a college student. tapos sa pagiging college student na iyan I experienced a lot of struggles. I became a civil engineering student then suddenly shifted to architecture. In other words this year is full of choices and decisions. In this way medyo nabago ang buhay ko. I was enrolled in a school far from home. At hindi madali iyon.
2011 was also the birth of weeshingwel. Dito I was able to express myself more, share my skills and deliver my feelings through writing. This is where I can see latest issues, grab some awesome ideas, and see people that are just awesome. Dito ako naiinspire gumawa ng mga magagandang bagay at mas lalo ko pang gustong mahasa ang aking mga skills.
This 2012 I can feel that this year will be great. maraming surprises na parating. And I’m sure majority of these surprises are some things that’ll make our life become better.
We can easily see the flaws and not the goodness in a person. Imagine a huge clean white board that has a tiny black dot in the center. We notice first the dot and ignoring the whole clean white board.
Whenever I watch pinoy horror films there’s this part of it that makes me laugh. I think maybe pinoys are too much happy so directors keep on putting comedic parts.
Segunda Mano’s a great movie. It has shocked many audiences maybe because of the sounds. My friends keep on shouting like a bomb (huh?). The story’s good, I find it very nice. There’s this logic in the film that makes it different from the others. I just want all the horror movies of kris aquino because you can really differentiate it from other horror films.
The special effects are quite good. I want the smoky red effect when the casts’ names were flashing. But there’s something in the effect on the ghost Angelica Panganiban that was not that scary. It’s like a malfunctioning projector. It could be better if they didn’t put any special effects anymore because I think it could appear more realistic.
I was about to think stuffs to make me busy in the cyberworld but then it seems that my laziness holds me back. I was about to do my part on our research in our filipino class but my brain seems not in a good mood. I want to make an art thing in the photoshop for my cover in the facebook but my mind doesn’t give me good ideas. So due to my brain not functioning well tonight I’ve decided to explore my facebook page. I scrolled up and opened my past pictures then I saw the shirt I designed for our curriculum when I’m in my 4th year. I scrolled down to read the comments. It’s actually has 105 comments. It makes me laugh because I’m like I don’t know haha. It seems that I’m reading my comments there like it’s not me, like its other person. I just realized that ganun pala ako magcomment noon?
There’s nothing permanent in this world but change.
We are all changing. From toes up to the tip of our hairs there are changes going on. We are in a life full of mysteries. We have millions of questions twirling in our confused minds.
People change. This is the reason why do people become different with their attitudes. Some became good and some became bad. This is due to our uncontrolled environment. We’re standing here on a world full of temptations and deceivers. It’s just that we, our own selves are the only thing that can control which path we are heading on.
God provides us certain persons that’ll guide us in order to achieve this control in our attitude. We have our family, they’re the number one persons that have a major part in molding our attitude because from the day we first opened our eyes to see the world up to the end they’re the ones that we can lean on.
Friends have a big part in determining who we are as a person. “Tell me who your friends are, and I’ll tell you who you are”. When we are at school, we are together with them majority of the day. And sometimes when our parents are abroad we tend to seek our friends’ pieces of advice. Friends also have a role in our feelings. When we’re with them there’s this happiness like no other. This so-called barkada is one of the things that can make us smile and ease the pain whenever we have problems.
People who became good have a reason so as to people who became bad. All things have reasons why they exist. The only thing that we can understand the existence of something is that knowing the reason behind its existence.
We sometimes compare ourselves to others. Definitely because there’s this something in that person that we like that we don’t possess. We are unique, unique in our own way. God may make us physically alike but we are different with each other. We have different abilities and skills, but sometimes we intend to ask for more.
We can’t own everything.But we may learn many things. In this competitive world having a great knowledge of many things is a requirement to keep pace in our modern society. This isn’t an easy life, we’re like in a battlefield that has a million participants but only few will get the prize.
Just be yourself. Nowadays, being yourself seems a hard thing to do. Many people tend to be not true in their selves. It’s just that they’re hiding their true identity. In showbiz what makes a celebrity keeps his/her fame is that his/her own identity, because that identity will mark the minds of the people. Because you are what you are, not other person but your own unique self.
Comparing yourself to others is not that bad. As long as it is good of course. Make it an inspiration. Make it a challenge for you to become better and you’ll never know you may go beyond and become the best someday.
"When you grow up you will wanna be just like you"
This year’s Christmas for me was totally different. I’m used to celebrate Christmas with all my relatives, but yesterday I celebrated it with my whole family. I’m happy because my family was together but there’s this sadness in my heart because it could be happier if we’re with lolo, lola, tito, titas and cousins.
I just received 2 shirts given by the lola of friend of mama in the office because I was making her some drawings when I was just a kid. I like it especially the violet one. I’m the kind of person who is not that very fond of gifts. it’s just that if there’s anyone who can give me then, thank you. because I believe that it’s the thought that matters.
Yesterday, one thing I looked forward to aside from seeing my relatives and friends was of course the food. I can’t resist helping myself whenever I saw the foods on the dining table and the refrigerator. I was just eating not thinking if i’ll be fat or something, I don’t care. Come on this is a once a year celebration, so let’s seize it.haha
But above all the most important thing was I’m happy and we’re all happy
dalawa lang ang subjects ko bukas at ang masaklap 7:30 pa magsisimula ang aga aga…tapos mas masaklap minor subjects pa english at theology hehe… parang napakashort ng stay ko dito sa amin ang bilis ng araw anyway 2 days lang naman kaya hindi na nakapagtataka yun. Hindi ako makapagabsent dahil may quiz kami sa theology at hindi ako yung tipo ng taong aabsent lang dahil minors lang papasukan ko bukas (I value every subject…sayang ang pera LOL).
Anyway almost 2 hours nalang ang natitira before I leave again the house and I’ll be back again on the 22nd o kaya on the 23rd ang late na ng christmas break namin dahil sa maraming suspended na klase because of the centennial celebration.